I can't keep your possessions in that trunk anymore…Till this day, you are reflected in my mind as the most exciting, charming, charismatic, funny and clever person I ever knew…This sweatshirt is the one you wore that night. The one I gave you for Christmas that year. Your body was in it just hours before you left this earth. I slept with this sweatshirt for months after your death...I want you to know I am trying to say good-bye to you and find a safe place for our story... I carry you with me. We are attached.